You’re so far away but I feel you so close to me.
I just don’t understand why you had to leave.
It wasn’t good for either of us.
The ring you gave me is starting to rust.
It’s sitting all alone on that concrete stone.
It’s been over a year since you’ve been here.
I’m always waiting for you to come back,
but I know I’ll never have that.
You once told me it’s okay to dream,
but not anymore, not for me.
Cause when I wake, I just want to scream.
It’s another day in reality.
I just want to end the pain,
of not having you here each day.
The life inside me has been drained.
I don’t feel a thing besides gray.
To have you back would save my heart.
Only you can fix the pieces that fell apart.
I miss everything about you.
No one could compare, even if they tried to.
Your touch, your scent, your smile,
all the things I long to while.
No matter how far, part of me is who you are.
No matter how many times I try to run,
the hurt inside always weighs a ton.
I’ve tried moving on, but I can’t leave you behind.
I feel so guilty when you leave my mind.
Even for a second, I don’t want to forget.
I’m not ready to live without you, not now, not yet.
You told me to be strong before you sang me your last song.
I’m trying to do your last request,
but all I can do is try my best.